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An angel in love

An angel in love

Just like everyone you have good and bad times in your life. You meet people, you relate to them, sometimes you even learn how to love them the way they are. Some of those people you meet eventually become even more special, and instead of friends they become — it doesn’t matter in what levels — your partners.

Partnership is one of the most worthful things in life. But all that worth doesn’t automatically turn partnership in an easy thing. Because you usually project your desires, values, frustrations, whatever, on the other person. When his/her true personality comes to the surface of your perception, it gets easy to feel deceived.

When you suffer enough in your relationships, you may begin thinking that you will never fall in love again. You may give up trying to accept the other person just the way he/she is, because you are scared because your previous experiences.

But suddenly, you find yourself somewhere, and sees those eyes gazing you, silently telling you are desired. You refuse the eyesight at first, but in less than one second you see those eyes are beautiful, charming. A shudder traverses your back, your heart jumps like a savage horse, your mouth dries and you can’t prevent a large smile from appearing.

You don’t know yet, but you are just one small step away from falling in love with that angel in human form.

Then you gather all your strenght and fights against fear and prejudice. You think that such a good sensation could not be wasted without at least trying to get closer, at least hearing how an angel’s voice sound like. You approach the angel, and pretending there is not enough room for the both of you to talk without being very close, you both gently touch each other.

Time passes by, and you don’t perceive it. A day ends, a night begins and ends, and another day begins, and you are still talking, laughing, sometimes crying, with your heart full of joy and amusement. And one of you has to leave.

That’s the moment you realise you are in love again. That’s when you understand that some part of you, that you thought of as a dead part, is alive, pulsing, and instead of blood what flows in your veils is fire, passion, lust and happiness.

The iminent separation makes you perceive details such as you partner’s breath, his/her voice pitch, the way he/she walks. You feel like an angel in love, spinning around like a tornado, like a feather dancing a Strauss’ waltz.

Then your heart squeezes inside your chest, tears roll down your face. Tears of absolute joy, full of feelings, make you think you know the other person from other lives, because it is impossible get to love someone that fast.


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